Life in Ireland

Smoking – I have a problem any time I think about stopping smoking; I can’t imagine not smoking and I wonder if it is possible to stop without being able to see it.

I have discovered, with some other things in life, that if I can imagine what I want I seem to have a better chance of getting there. I started building web sites, and without a doubt I could see me putting up some sort of site as long as I did the work.

I have started building a new web site on Prague and I let my imagination run riot with it when in the planning stage. I sit and “see” in my head what it will be like, the areas that it will cover even the design and layout.

So back to smoking. I don’t really want to stop. It cost me almost nothing, as my cigarettes come from Czech Republic – therefore there is no money incentive.

I have argued that my genes will keep me safe from cancer – no one in my family has ever had cancer, much less died from it.

I know smoking smells, I know it does nothing for me, adds nothing to my life – and yet it has such a grip on me – and that perhaps is where I should start. The fact that it does have such a grip on me is very annoying.

I will come back to this again.

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