Monday Again - Smoking?
The month is disappearing far too quickly. I have hardly got started on my plans for the month and I seem to have an inbuilt resistance to finishing - or even working on - one particular project. Oddly enough it is a project that has the potential to make some nice money long term and I just can’t keep my bum on the chair and write.
The weekend was quiet - sat in front of the computer a lot of the time - I am looking forward to some better weather to get out into the hills again - instead of just writing about them. I miss the peace of walking in the countryside - we do get out most days for a walk in the neighborhood - but it does not compare in any way to the hills.
Patch on my back again this morning. I hate this day after day failing - of smoking again and again. I put the patch on and it lasts from 2hrs to 5hrs at the most - so now it is 11am - lets see how this goes.
I thought I was so cool at 15 smoking - although the taste was disgusting - I was your typical rebel teenager - without a clue - I look back on myself with pity sometimes. Anyway smoking, I will keep trying - and the laugh is that currently it is costing me twice each day - for the cigarettes and then again for the patches. Madness I say madness.
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