Back at that place again – looking for a job – the looking for a job, for me, is always harder than the job itself. Between agencies and filling in application forms – arh my head hurts. I can normally do the jobs fine and they sometimes even end up being fun – but right now…
It is a situation that will always make me look at my life choices and never in a good or pleasant way, as the psychs say, a tough parent is at loose in my head just now. Judgemental as hell, why didn’t you do this? Is that all you will earn? (it doesn’t mater how much) Where will it be? Do I have to travel for hours?
I get calls from agencies asking to forward my cv, then I never hear from them until they want to forward it again – plus they push me down to the lowest level of salary possible – I know, I know, they are sales people and they generally hurt my head anyway.
Okay back to it.